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Fade Away   —   Frustration

I feel like I'm drowning. I'm out of control. I can feel my balance slipping and darkness is slowing taking over light. I can't stand to be around most people. This includes strangers and loved ones alike. I cringe when people ask me how I am. I don't even want to hear my name cross anyone's lips. I want to fade, disappear, be forgotten. I sit very quietly and wonder how long I can sit there before I'll be forced to move, to make a choice, to take responsibility. Anger wells up within choking me and cutting off my oxygen. I'm on fire inside and yet I can't shake the coldness on my skin. There are too many voices.

Posted 10.6.2003





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